Posts Tagged ‘random’

Who Makes Mouths?

Tuesday, April 20th, 2010

(A post in which I am uncharacteristically open and ramble about my less-than-brilliant thoughts while improperly starting far too many sentences with “and”.)

But first, an old-ish photo that I found that makes me smile.

Right, okay, moving on.

So, I was reading about Moses earlier, and I stumbled upon this passage in Exodus that I thought was kind of cool/made me think.  It’s where Moses is insisting that God’s got the wrong person for the job of freeing the Israelites.  And he’s basically like, hey God, uh, leadership and public speaking… yeah, not on my resume.  Wrong guy, sorry.  Then he says “I’m clumsy with words.”

And Jesus is just like, Yo, MOSES.  Wake up.  And then!  Then He says, “Who makes mouths?”.*

Who makes mouths?  What a brilliant answer.  I love it.

The Bible talks about those who even have so much as a mustard seed of faith can move mountains.  Here, Moses had faith in a little thing – he had faith in himself.  And Jesus is like, hey, you know what, have faith in something bigger.  Have faith in ME.  I made your mouth, I’ll give you words, you’ll do amazing things through me.  So then Moses did, and he went on to lead the Israelites to freedom.  He saved a nation, because he had faith in something bigger than himself.

I’ll be honest.  I don’t know where I’m going, where I’ll be in three months, a year, or even what I’ll doing…  But I’d like to have faith that it’s the right thing.

In church yesterday, we were talking about stress.  We were supposed to make a list of things that we were stressed or concerned about.  And I wrote down Belfast.

It’s not that I’m “worried” about Belfast, it’s just that I think about it everyday.  And it’s kind of stressful, because I’m here, and I want to be there.

Which leads to this ridiculous notion that what I am doing here is somehow less meaningful or less exciting because it’s not in Belfast.  And I feel like I’m not in the right place.  But I don’t know if that’s my heart telling me that, or God’s heart.  Ideally, they’re the same… but how do you know?

So, I guess really it’s not even just about Belfast.  It’s kind of just that it raises the question, for me, why don’t I have faith in what I’m doing?  I mean, I’m no Moses, but God made my mouth, too.  I need to have faith that where I am is where I need to be.  So that I always know that in this moment, in this situation, in this place, on this path, I’m where God intends for me to be.  If I know that, then what more could I want?  Must work on this.

Just some rambley-probably-not-terribly-coherent food for thought, I s’pose.

*I may have paraphrased a little.  It’s from Exodus 4:10-11, check it out.

Hope for Justice

Thursday, November 5th, 2009

I’ve been thinking a lot about human trafficking and child slaves and just the corruption of society in these contexts in general.  Every so often I get these overwhelming feelings about certain topics like this, and I honestly don’t know what to do with them.  Maybe it’s God’s way of telling me to snap out of complacency and just open my eyes and wake up to reality; either way, I’m sure He’s put it on my heart for a reason.

There was this guy named Ben Cooley who spoke at a conference I went to this past summer.  He started an organization called Hope for Justice, which basically aims to rescue and love people in unfortunate situations such as these.  Something he said while he was speaking has stuck with  me ever since, and lately I keep replaying in my head.

He was talking about this girl they went to rescue.  Something like her family had come to them and didn’t know what to do, and so they had spent weeks or months or however long planning how they were going to free her.  They had to physically go to this place where abuse was normality, and they had to pretend they were the very “customers” that they were trying to rescue her from.  They had to stand there, waiting in a line of 7 or 8 other men who didn’t bat an eye at the concept.  They had to act normal – normal in a situation where every instinct and every ounce of you just wants to scream at the blindness to the massive amounts of injustice.  I think the thing that hit me most was that when they went to rescue her, they had to wait while she was abused by these 8 other men.  They had to stand there, knowing what was happening, and knowing that it was only a matter of minutes before she was freed.  It’s just that, during that time – in the process of freeing her – she went through more abuse than most of us will ever know.  How can we ignore that?  How can we not want to give up everything and fix this?

I think a lot of times we feel like there’s nothing we can do about the situation, but the fact is, we can do more than we know.  I realize we don’t all have the funds to fly to Cambodia, or Thailand, or Romania, or wherever, but maybe we don’t all have to.  We can learn and try to understand, we can talk about it, and we can pray.  Some are blessed with the strength and courage to rescue these people first hand, but maybe some of us are called to do other things – that doesn’t make us less willing or less faithful.  Maybe we’re called to raise awareness, to open eyes, to yell to a half-deaf society that what’s happening needs to stop happening.  Or maybe we’re called to pray.

Either way, we’re called to love, and ignorance has no part in love.

Autumn

Friday, October 23rd, 2009

I have officially been informed that this season is not called Fall, and should henceforth be referred to as “Autumn”.  Though, I still argue that “fall” is more appropriate considering that the season is pretty much recognized by the presence of leaves falling, and it being rainy, and slippy, and hence making people slip and fall (or is that just me)?  We also discovered that because it also doubles as a verb (handy!), you can change the name throughout the year – so, before it’s “fall”, during it’s “falling”, and after it’s “fallen” – which makes it exceedingly more awesome.  I rest my case.

Anyway, we decided to go on an adventure to enjoy the loveliness that is leaves (which we also happen to have a distinct lack of in Arizona… have to make up for it now!).  There’s a beautiful place called Botanic Gardens here in Belfast.  I believe I’ve posted pictures of it before, but basically it’s a massive garden, with various patches of grass, some pretty plants, a rose garden, greenhouse, and some other stuff.  Needless to say, it is thoroughly sprinkled with trees, so that is where we went on our leaf-enjoying adventure!

That’s one thing I do quite love about Belfast, that there are rather distinct seasons (though they do all definitely share the commonality of rain).  Even within the same park, the look can vary so drastically.  I think the extent of our seasonal changes in Arizona was that our grass turned from green to brown during winter (or was it the other way around?)…

Anyway, a few photos!

Leafy photo fun was had by all!  The end.